"Mrs. Leighton is pregnant, taking my hand to her stomach.'Feel it?' She looks at me expectantly. I pull my hand back. I cant help but see the hurt in her face, but I'm too afraid I might start crying and I can't keep my hand there anymore. 'Sorry', she says. 'I just get a little excited. You'd think the third time around it wouldn't be a big deal, but it never gets old. It's my favorite part'. It would be mine, too, but I won't ever get to find out. Maybe I never would have wanted done anyway, but the deciding would have been nice. The piece of shit who tool my hand too that, too." (253)
Deciding, from all of that quote; that's the word I choose. By now we can see that the monster who wrecked Nastya not only took what made her, her but also the chance to decide if she wanted to have a baby. Maybe now for all girls they don't care but it changes when you grow up. Now being able to do what every other woman can it's just wrong, he took that from her.
"I didn't remember what actually happened to me until over a year after it did. For days, then weeks, then months, I knew what everyone else knew. I knew that I left home to walk ti school to record my last audition piece. I had gone home to change and get ready first, before heading back to campus. I agonized over every aspect of my appearance that day, especially my hands. I meticulously painted my nails to perfection. I wore a pale pink blouse with pearl buttons and a white eyelet skirt and everyone knew what I was wearing because they found me in it, even if the buttons were torn off." (277)
The mind has a defensive mode to cover what you're not ready to confront. No one gives you a warning telling you to be careful and prepare yourself when it's about to come all back. And when it does come back, it hits you like a bullet; rushing into you and taking over every thought you have. What happened to Nastya was a tragedy, many would say it happened at night when no one could help but you see, they are wrong. It took place under the sun light, thats the scary part.
DESIGNATE
- to mark or point out; indicate; show; specify.
- She designated where was the bathroom because I really couldn't hold it anymore.
PRINTOUTS
-output produced by a printer, generally on continuous sheets of paper.
- There were many printouts on the table.
AMPLE
- fully sufficient or more than adequate for the purpose or needs; plentiful; enough
- There were ample needles to cure the poor man that broke his skull.
ACQUIRE
- to come into possession or ownership of; get as one's own
- She acquired a huge property given to her from her great great grandmother .
TANTALIZING
- having or exhibiting something that provokes or arouses expectation, interest, or desire, especially that which remains unobtainable or beyond one's reach
- She did so good! A truly tantalizing presentation.
Deciding, from all of that quote; that's the word I choose. By now we can see that the monster who wrecked Nastya not only took what made her, her but also the chance to decide if she wanted to have a baby. Maybe now for all girls they don't care but it changes when you grow up. Now being able to do what every other woman can it's just wrong, he took that from her.
"I didn't remember what actually happened to me until over a year after it did. For days, then weeks, then months, I knew what everyone else knew. I knew that I left home to walk ti school to record my last audition piece. I had gone home to change and get ready first, before heading back to campus. I agonized over every aspect of my appearance that day, especially my hands. I meticulously painted my nails to perfection. I wore a pale pink blouse with pearl buttons and a white eyelet skirt and everyone knew what I was wearing because they found me in it, even if the buttons were torn off." (277)
The mind has a defensive mode to cover what you're not ready to confront. No one gives you a warning telling you to be careful and prepare yourself when it's about to come all back. And when it does come back, it hits you like a bullet; rushing into you and taking over every thought you have. What happened to Nastya was a tragedy, many would say it happened at night when no one could help but you see, they are wrong. It took place under the sun light, thats the scary part.
DESIGNATE
- to mark or point out; indicate; show; specify.
- She designated where was the bathroom because I really couldn't hold it anymore.
PRINTOUTS
-output produced by a printer, generally on continuous sheets of paper.
- There were many printouts on the table.
AMPLE
- fully sufficient or more than adequate for the purpose or needs; plentiful; enough
- There were ample needles to cure the poor man that broke his skull.
ACQUIRE
- to come into possession or ownership of; get as one's own
- She acquired a huge property given to her from her great great grandmother .
TANTALIZING
- having or exhibiting something that provokes or arouses expectation, interest, or desire, especially that which remains unobtainable or beyond one's reach
- She did so good! A truly tantalizing presentation.